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Everything?

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 10:52 PM
  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: My snake...he don't say much >.>
  • Reading: wordz
  • Watching: my mind dim...
  • Playing: RPG maker3
  • Eating: pumpkin seeds
  • Drinking: cow juice
Well you just know everything, don't you? - Don't assume that you know everything.

Similar phrases. Different people.
Oh how they bring back memories...
Like these:
Your stupid
You ruin everything
What did you do/break now?
:worry:

I don't want other people to be like him , no one can listen...right?
My other sis is sound more like...I don't know if I'm afraid or not, but I don't wanna go back to the verbal crap...
People keep pushing me, and I do have a temper. And I don't slap.
What if: I finally, something someone does finally makes me snap enough to where my mind goes blank, and I hit that idiot.
...I'd only say sorry ONCE, and then tell them that they had pushed me too far. And it was the only way I could shut them up.

I don't want to feel useless, worthless, stupid, and treated like I don't know about bad things, like I don't know about pain.
Physical pain can be bad sure. But what about feeling so out of control, and literally shaking
out of rage?? There are times when I've felt that, I want to scream, I want to rip the very flesh off that person's bones. Listen to them scream, to try and make them feel the pain I do.
But I always will be blamed for things I didn't do...
I'm not cleaning that jar Becca...so go suck an egg :threaten:

And I don't wanna hear crap...'cause the only ONE person who knows how I truly feel is Yoru.
So don't pretend... :raincloud:

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I love video games, drawing, music, and reptiles :)
I hate haters, idiots, scammers, and people who judge :(

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In the dungeon...
  • Interests: Anime, games, art, stories, FF games, writing...
  • Favourite movie: Advent children/The cat returns
  • Favourite band or musician: Yoko Kanno....and who ever sang that one song....
  • Favourite genre of music: Gothic metal(NightWish!!)/J-pop
  • Favourite artist: Me, myself and I...and my friend
  • Favourite poet or writer: ME!!
  • Operating System: My brain XD
  • Wallpaper of choice: ...Purple?
  • Skin of choice: Mine XD
  • Favourite game: FFX/Draken Gaurd/Fable
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2/X Box
  • Favourite cartoon character: Moogle/Chocobo
  • Personal Quote: What's the point in life if there's nothing to fight for?
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pen, paint, and a chainsaw if only I could get my hands on one...

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

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RULES:
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Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
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1-3: you're a bad friend
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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Convalescence


Marc-arse rocks!
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:iconhiru-ma-enjiru:
yayz :la:

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~The tapioca ate my spoon! :ohnoes: ~

Look!! A gallery! [link]
:iconincarnadinejaymee:
how cute is it?

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Convalescence


Marc-arse rocks!
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:iconhiru-ma-enjiru:
Wha? Lol sorry, my mind died...what were we talking about? XD

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~The tapioca ate my spoon! :ohnoes: ~

Look!! A gallery! [link]
:iconincarnadinejaymee:
my mind died too, hehe

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Convalescence


Marc-arse rocks!
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